well here it is.. the beginning of the end. I am terminting this one since no one comments on here anymore. Love ya'll and if you love me watching this journal www.tabulas.com/~Moony

Good bye

Wow my goodness after 7 hours of work you'd think i would be happy to be home and well.. ya your right.. i am happy to be home. :-p pulled your leg didn't I? Well I have Nominated two songs to how my life is going right now.. Both by Simple Plan, "Perfect" and "God Must Hate Me":

"Perfect"

Hey dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time doing things I wanna do?
'Cuz it hurst when you disapprove all doing

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me

'Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect
Now it's just too late and
We can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be perfect

I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be my hero?
All the days you spend with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't care anymore

And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright

Nothing's gonna change the things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
'Cuz you don't understand


"God Must Hate Me"

Last night I just wanted to have fun
To go out with my friends
I took my dad's car
I never thought he would find out
But I crashed in a wall
Man I'm dead
I guess it's no use
I'm screwing up ever little thing I ever try to do
I was born to lose
Yeah yeah yeah yeah

God must hate me
He cursed me for eternity
God must hate me
Maybe you should pray for me
I'm breaking down and you can't save me
I'm stuck in hell
And I wanna go home

Last night I had to study for this test
I forgot man I'm dead
And now my brain is bursting out of my head
I can't think I can't breathe
Once again

So what in the world am I supposed to do?
I never did anything to you
So can't you find something else to do?

God must hate me
I wanna go home


Ya I am having one of those lifetimes... ready.. set.. go!

~Moony~
*It's Moonalicious Baby* Hahaha

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A wolf! SOO FUNNY! lol who woulda guessed? lol Gotta love being a werewolf!

~Moony~

Man i just found out one of my friends is going out and getting drunk. I am soo super worried! Read this:

IMLunyLoopyLupin: why'd u get drunk?
kangolluv69: idk...cuz i wanted to
kangolluv69: i have enough shit goin on that i was allowed
IMLunyLoopyLupin: that's gunna hurt your body danielle.. really bad
kangolluv69: yeah i know...but everyone does it
IMLunyLoopyLupin: i don't.. i guess i am not everybody huh? danielle I am worried about you. And i know ur prolly gunna get mad at me for saying it but i am really worried about u
kangolluv69: i know...im worried about myself too...lol but right now theres a lot of shit like i said
kangolluv69: and i dont have any other way of gettin rid of it
IMLunyLoopyLupin: yes you do!
IMLunyLoopyLupin: getting drunk is just a momentary relief danielle
kangolluv69: i dont have any other friends to lean on and to have sit down and talk about things my best friend is gone...i dont have anyone else :-\
IMLunyLoopyLupin: there's always me!

That hurt! I couldn't believe it! I was so upset and she has always been a good friend and i have always been there for her and it hurts to know that she doesn't wanna talk to me about anything anymore! She's been worrying me ever since i heard she got drunk the 1st time. But then my friend who is 21 told me that she wanted to go partying with her and clubbin' and stuff, and i am glad my friend didn't take her. Cuz she could get taken advantage of or something like that! She doesn't need that! She doesn't deserve that and she doesn't deserve this! I need some serious advice and fast before she does sumtin stupid!

Then yesterday i got into my brothers car after him spending the night at this one kid's house and i got into the car and it smelled like pott and smoke! I am so worried! 2 ppl i care about are leaning towards things that could be the death of them! I wish i could do sumtin about my bro, but i can't cuz he is 18 and an adult, but my best friend is in the prime of her life! she is 16! She deserves the best! And so does my bro! but they are both going the wrong way!

HELP ME!!

~Moony~

Ya.. haven't written in a while, Jeff got a g/f and i am upset. I got my baritone and i am happy! My friends are starting to dissintigrate again.. i don't need this this year! not now! I have enough issues without loosing friends! I'm freezing cold, i don't feel right and I have a cavity! I hate shots and now i have to get one in my mouth! NO FUN!
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You know when you think you are pretty but then you realize you look horrible! I just realized why i don't have boyfriends! My hair sucks, my skin sucks, I have braces, i am just plain ugly! I know i had self-esteem before.. but now i wanna know where it went cuz i don't have it anymore! My sister got all the beauty! Beautiful blonde hair, excuisite eyes and perfect skin! She barely ever had zits! She's had a boyfriend since she was 18! The same boyfriend! and he is smart, semi cute and really wonderful! MY GOD! why is it always the 1st children that are the best!? I am sick of being the 3rd child, and 3rd looked at! My mom and Dad are gone for the next few days and i thought 'YEAH! no mom or dad' and i am sticking to it! But personally i wish i was an only child and could be here by my lonesome! Oh well u all don't care so i am gunna shut the hell up!

~Moony~

P.S.- if u haven't figured it out.. i am in a bad mood!